*sigh*
What is done is done. I can't play the "what ifs" or "if only" games... I can only strive for the future ahead of me. I am blessed. I am a redeemed beloved daughter of a holy and majestic God, treasured wife, adored mother, and hopefully what most would consider a good and loyal friend. I am beautiful and cherished, no matter what my body shape is at the moment. Life is a gift, and I don't intend to take it for granted.
However, I see areas of my life that pull me away from that. An unhealthy relationship with food. Laziness. Complacency. I don't want to settle for that - I don't want a mediocre life. I want vibrancy and joy, even in the hard times. Thus I want to try to start taking steps in the right direction. I have noticed that when I am giving over the areas of food and exercise and weight to God, it improves every area in the my life. But I need the accountability and sometimes blunt honesty of a venue like this. I just ask you not to judge me, but simple walk (or jog or crawl!) beside me.
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The Monday Motions:
Starting Weight: 236.4
This Week's Weight: 235
This Week's Weight: 235
Weekly Loss: -1.4
Total Pounds Lost: -1.4
Total Pounds Lost: -1.4
Week #1 |
Not a great picture, I know (and yes, our bed didn't get made this morning and that is Ethan playing with the dog crate at my feet), but it's the honest picture of me.
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